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Show What You Mean

Speech No. 4 in the Toastmasters "Communication and Leadership" Manual

Date presented: 26 Sept,1995
The objectives of this speech were:
  • To learn the value of gestures and body movements as part of a speech
  • To explore the different ways of using body language
  • To develop a sense of timing and natural, smooth body movement.
Time 5 to 7 minutes.


Splashdown!

Speaking in public is said to be the second greatest fear that most people have. The greatest fear of all - is death.

Each time we face up to our fears and deal with them, we grow. At least that is what my son Ben tells me, as we consider the Rocky Hollow Log Ride at Dreamworld.

Whee! Splash! Oh, it looks wonderful, and they all come back laughing. Slightly wet, but everyone laughs. They're having a glorious time.

"Come on Mum," coaxes Ben, "Think of it as a growth experience."

"You've got to be kidding!" I tell him. I've always been content to experience my thrills vicariously, from a spectator's seat, and yet - I can't help thinking of an article in a recent Toastmaster's Magazine, "Take a Giant Step out of your Comfort Zone."

But I couldn't take that great a step. Just listen to the screams as they come hurtling down the slide. Oh, no. I'll just watch.

"It's perfectly safe," says Ben. "Little kids are going on it - and look at that lady. She's even older than you."

Oh, I know it's safe. I truly believe it's safe. But there is a vast difference between believing in something and in daring to experience it yourself.

Still it can't be too bad. Everyone comes back laughing.

I don't know how I came to be straddled across a wet seat in a hollow log boat, but I'm sure it's a mistake. Oh, well, looks like I'm committed now. Maybe they should have committed me years ago.

Ben's not worried. He hums a little ditty as we drift into a dark tunnel. What have I let myself in for? I don't know where I'm going or what will happen. There's no way out now, but to go through with it.

Aaah…! The boat drops down a black hole in the darkness. I wasn't expecting that. My heart is pounding. If that little dip frightened me, how will I cope with that big slide at the end? Oh, why did I let myself get talked into this? I get frightened on escalators!

What if I have a heart attack? Who'll put out the wheelie bin tonight?

My thoughts spin in the darkness, like a kitten chasing it's tail. Round & round & round. I feel the fear and I'm afraid of feeling the fear. I'm afraid of what the fear of fear will do to me.

Ben seems oblivious to the horror of the situation. "We're climbing now." He says happily.

The boat is pulled higher and higher and my tension rises with it. I know I'm going to panic. What if I pass out when we reach the top? How will I be able to hold on? I can see the headlines in tomorrow's news. "Spectators watch in horror as woman plunges to her death at Dreamworld."

I don't want to die! Not before I get my C.T.M.!*

Look, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. We're almost at the top. I hold on so tightly, they'll probably have trouble unclenching my fists when they retrieve my body.

We emerge in blinding daylight and I see the crowd way down below. Every detail is etched sharply on my mind before I take a header into eternity.

Then we're falling! It happens so quickly and I feel - nothing!

Swoosh! As we splash down there is water everywhere. It's in the air. It comes down on my head, my cheeks, my shoulders. It feels wonderful!

And I start to laugh. It feels like the funniest thing that has ever happened to me. I'm still laughing as Ben helps me out of the boat. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" he asks.

I consider for a moment. "Well, no, I suppose not - not as bad as giving a speech, anyway....
What other rides can we go on?"

I still haven't overcome my fear of public speaking - but I am hoping that as I face the fear and work through it, I will be better equipped to conquer my other fears.

As for death, I think that when the actual moment comes, it will be swift and silent, like tumbling down a water slide, and I'm quite sure that I'll come out laughing, when I splash down on the other side.


* C.T.M. is the Competent Toastmaster Award earned by a Toastmaster who completes the 10 speeches in the Communication and Leadership Manual

COMMENTS

This is one of my favorites! I chose this topic because I realised I was naturally using gestures when I told friends about my adventure. I enjoyed presenting it and everyone loved it!

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